late night…
while i was wondering who i want to chat with tonight, i saw a name (which for sure i wouldn’t not mention here) appear on9. although my relationship with him/her were not as cool as it suppose to, but there was some force that jerk me to take away my ego for a while and say ‘helo’ to him/her. ’salam, dnga cte hang pi endon…’. the response received was totally unexpected..’ eh, ni bukan owner la, kwn die’..’ops, silap org, sory’..
but it happened that the ‘friend’ seems quite friendly that makes me failed to stop from to know more about him/her. and what makes me have some ‘energy’ to write this entry after chatting with her (quite sleepy, need to sleep!) was that the ‘friend’ of my friend was failed to do well in her SPM. she/he failed to get placed in any tertiery education level. subhanallah, she/he must be very strong to faced this challenge! this brings me back to my memory when i received my interview result, which noted that i will be placed in McB under ’skim pelajar cemerlang’. on that time, i felt that my world turned black (argh, pye hate tmpt ni, cmne lak bole dpt!!?)..subhanallah, dear god, please do forgive your disgraceful servant, who never thank to what have YOU give to him..astaghfirullah hal azim..this ‘friend’ totally ‘open’ my eyes that always be thankful to what you received, although it was not as what you wish…
